My purpose in life is to help people. That's what I've tried to teach my son to do as well. Now I've got friends that need help and this will give me an opportunity to try my best to help them. One suffers from epilepsy, PTSD and severe brain damage. The other, bipolar disorder and alcoholism. I'm trying to figure out how to help both without taking on too much. I can't possibly support 4 people so it could get a bit tricky. Ugh, such is my life. I won't be getting married again. The bipolar alcoholic, coincidentally, is actually the perfect woman for me. Yeah, I'm self-destructive....lol. She just gets me like nobody else ever has. She's an amazing friend though and helped me through an intensely tough time. I owe her a lot. Now, hopefully, I can return the favor. I love her to death and am extremely grateful for her friendship. Hopefully I'll get to see her soon. Just waiting for her to call and give me the info so I can go visit her in the psych facility. She had herself committed yesterday morning.