Last couple of months i've been very depressed, my medicine helps with it but not always. It all started on Christmas day untill today so for a couple of months now. My friends haven't seen me in months, haven't been outside at all, sometimes i walk my dog to keep me healthy. I used to wake up in the middle of the night with insane heart beat, felt like it went above 200bpm and made me so scared i called a ambulance. Everything was fine they said, wich is good to hear but something is def wrong... i've never had this before. Now i'm so scared to go to sleep, cause the moment i lay down my heart beat goes nuts and the panic starts to ramp up again. So i've been downstairs sleeping on the couch for the last 4 months, sometimes i can sleep and sometimes i stay awake the whole night and go to sleep when my mom gets out of bed. Today it was worse, i already didn't sleep well the day before, and i was dying for some sleep but everytime i try to lay down my heart goes nuts and not even my medicine helps. It should ease my heart rate and blood pressure but nope heart still goes nuts. Doctors keep saying my heart is fine, but isn't my heart going to take damage with all these crazy heartbeats every night?