At my core i'm a Christian (of the type from the persecution days), so no i didn't try to make further contact no. Many herbs will do many things to you, perhaps putting you on a conscious level agreeable for certain occurences to happen. OK i gotta find ths nice writing by a fellow Scotsman, it's how i feel about it all .. Folks i had to delve into my past to dig this up lol. *ahem Alan Watt on 'Spirituality' "The way to -- this overblown, overused word, which is covering everything today, called "spirituality," -- the way to it is through yourself. Through a maturing and full recognition of who you are, with all the pluses and minuses, and all the good deeds and bad deeds. It's self-reflection. It's also the ability to empathize with others, so you do not need it explained to you, when you say, "what would I feel if I were in this person's shoes? How would I be?” It's a getting out of yourself, after looking at yourself. At those around the world who exist, and those to come, that's the only connection there is. The real connection, and empathy is connection." [...] "Self-exploration is not a matter of taking drugs, so that the sea of unconsciousness, all the material in the world, can break out into a waking state, a surrealistic daydream. Greater things can happen. Much, much greater things can happen, if you follow that which is within yourself, and you know yourself. "Know Thyself" is the whole of the law. Not, “do what thou wilt” is the whole of the law. That's for the elite." You know the book of Mark is written in stars? yes it's true. *I know, i'm a complete spaceman,
Patience is a virtu....blah blah blah....lol My wife wonders why I hang out at work after I clock out at night. After fighting with people at work all day, I don't have the patience to come home and deal with her and the kid right away. Don't get me wrong, I love my wife and kid but neither of them will let me have even 5 minutes to relax when I get home from work. I remember those.... I used to wait until 10-11PM and go for a nice, long drive....then gas prices skyrocketed and I had to stop doing that.
I used to go for drives all the time at night and just blast some metal or electronic music hahaha. It makes me feel pretty good. Also
Wish i do GYM too..iam so bored and tired to do that . i stopped watching episodes recently. was following Walking Dead and stopped it too recently Uncharted 3 and Euro Truck 2 is eating my boring time .
go home,shower,eat,music,news,forums,pron,play video games.news,forums,watch tv,music,pron, sleep.at lest I think im sleeping.:bang: next day the same thing..... on my off days its the same thing just longer.
I usually get home from work at 10 pm so I just surf the internet and watch an episode of something with the wife. Sometimes I play a skirmish game of Company of Heroes.
I have always lived by the principle of "Work First, Play Later" So as soon as I get home I take care of what needs to be done, maintenance, random chores, grocery, food, fixing stuff, cleaning.....etc Once all that is done, usually spend some time with the lady watching TV, or I go up into my office and play some video games, screw around on the net, or play my guitar. Simple gents.
I never get to relax. There is family that need time & attention as well as having many friends many of which want you to chill out with them... On top of that all, I'm working 9 hours 5 days a week, so not much free time. Then there's other chores like food shopping, paying bills, bank, etc... I get the odd hours here & there & over the weekend though... Need to retire.
Two things for me : 1. Hit some balls at the golf range 2. Watch some Supernatural or some series im following
:toke: Haven't really drank alcohol for many years, it simply cannot compete if relaxing is what you want :O *wearing flame proof jacket*
Im usually hungry after i come home from work so i just have my food first and then watch some tv, spend time with family and sometimes go to the ice cream shop which is just round the corner. Weekdays are mine but weekends is for family.